tunjukkan aku jalan nye ya Rabb
Sunday, November 13, 2011salam ukhwah. lame dah tak update blog. actually malas nk on lappy. tak tahu kenapa mals nk on9 owh. tp hari ni ada mood plak. yelah dah lame tak on kan. ari nie 13 nov 2011. hujan sangat lebat kat luar. salu waktu macam nie mest nak tido. tp hari ni mata tak mengantuk plak. so on lappy search lah pape. btw sebelum tu dah banyak benda berlaku.
2 and 3 nov ari tu pgey kuantan bcoz my 2nd sister had her graduation day. so my family and i go there a day b4 so we check in at the swiss garden hotel and spa kuantan for a night. then 4th nov okay the moment that all uitm student waiting for that is examination result. okay soalan exam final dia mmg susah gile. ooppss sgt(tak leh gune gile nnt ayah n ibu mara. dorng cakap sume orang dah jd gile. haha) okay mmg rase tak buka pon tgk result tu bcoz my target is too high, so kalo jth skit sangat, then memberanikan diri gak untuk tgk. result uitm hantar kat email sbb kalo tak cnfirm ah jam teruk kan kat student portal. so dengan tgn yg sejuk mcam ais bukak la email. okay the result is totally same in my dream okay. erm the pointer mmg lah range dean list but it's still not enough. nape lah hati ni tamak sangat. orang tamak salu rugi tau. on the same day nk blek kg gak. so mmg mood dah tak der lagsung sbb tgk result mcm tu. sbb tkot tak dapt smbng medic. my dad really wanna his daughter both be a doctor. so rse mcm sedih sgt2 kalo hampakan harapan ayah. so mmg down sangat masa tu. smpi ayah cakap kalo kak long tak dapt smbng medic kat ipta ayah hntar pgey ipts or indonesia. dushhhh ya Allah.( use ya Allah is better rite then OMG. owh my gucci. haha) rse mcm sedih sangat sbb ayah sanggup buat pape pon untuk anak dia. so rse mcm kne simbah dengan air sejuk + ais kat seluruh badan. rase lega sangat n satu agy sbb ibu cakap ibu tak kisah anak ibu nak jadi pape asal kan bleyh berkhdmat pada ibu dan ayah. n one more things is my sister is now at mrsm kuantan. yeah yg graduate tu lah ka. dia mmg tak nk jd doctor. sbb dia kate blaja bagai nak rak. pastu kerja tak da life n now she sacrifice her life to take a doctor by using her trial result. for those mrsm-ians. the have oppotunity to further their studys by using the trial result the skim is called spc( skim pelajar cemerlang). okay now i admit( sebelum ni tak. haha) yg dia pandai lah gak sbb dia dpt 9 a's for trial mara. for those yg dah pnah menghadapi spm akan tahu yang mara punya trial a mmg susah. so im very proud that i ve a sister like her. so dia apply lah taylors university ( u ni kan mmg mahal tp mara tnggung. tak kisah lah. haha) okay beban jadi anak sulung mmg berat bile kite bawak harapan mak ayah kite kan. so i ve to work very hard+ struggle on sem 2 so i can fullfill my fathers dreams.
pray for me friends. 40 kali orang doakan insya Allah makbul. ameen insya Allah.
ibu ayah. tima kasih untuk segala pengorbanan kalian. moga doa kalian seiring dengan langkah anakmu ini.
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